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If you guys see me emoing around, please, CAN YOU SLAP ME?

I'm serious. And i know you all will be most willing to help me. Thanks for your cooperation! xD

Saw these pics taken in sch on April 27th. So just post it up for fun. xP

Her long, long, loooooong hair... =P

WenYi doing her hw bersungguh-sungguh.

Our class.

My spectacles box. Haha.

SinYee @ Me. Wow, I got a wide forehead. ><

Blurry~

SinYee & Mua & Wendy xD

Unbutton-ed button with rolled-up sleeve. If the guru disiplin saw... Hmm hmm hmm... xD

Carrine is shoo-ing MingEarn away? Xp

I wonder what are they talking about...

Wendy... Do forgive me. xD

Yeah I know I'll be having chinese exam. And Im still bersembang over here... Mid term exam starting soon... Sigh. Have to be hardworking dy. ><

Oh well, good luck then! xP

Reversed?

This is what I did these few weeks when I didn online. =)

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Went for Kursus PBSM.

Me and Chengmun.

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Kissed PeiLing. Don't worry... Got tissue in between. xD

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Visited my grandma and grandpa at a hotel near the airport.

They going to China to travel after staying at KL for few hours.
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Camwhore-ed with my sista.
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Such a tiny hotel room.
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Leng zai brotha. xD
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My friends came for doing a literature drama abt 'The Drover's Wife'.

Dam funny~
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Went gotong-royong yesterday.

Acting onli xP

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Watched the guys played futsal for two hours after that.

Attended Interact Installation in the afternoon.

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Me @ Ml.

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And there's a cute little kitty in our school!
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Sooooooooo adorable~!

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Im the last one who went back after school.

Lonely.

But I never thought the view at school is this nice. =)
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School field.

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- Kaki lima.

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Mmm... Am still kinda emo these days. But... Had a really great time with him yesterday... I just hope... We can be like that always... I love you. =)

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*Cheers*

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Sigh... I'm lost. Can I ever being found by you...? =(

Mad.

Shes starin at me

I'm sittin wonderin wat she's thinkin.

Nobody's talkin, cause talkin just turns into screamin

And now it's I'm yellin over her, she yellin over me

All that that means is neither of us is listening

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And it gets me upset

Girl when you're constantly accusing

Askin questions like you already know

We're fighting

Baby when both of us are losing

This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

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Whoa, what happened to workin it out?

We've fall into this place

Where you ain't backing down and I ain't backing down

So what the hell do we do now?

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And whats even worse?

That we don't even remember why were fighting

So both of us are mad for...

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Nothing, fighting for

Nothing, crying for

Nothing, whoa

But we won't let it go for

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Nothing, no not for

Nothing, this should be

Nothing to a love like what we got

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Ohh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain

But baby can we make up now?

Cause I can't sleep through the pain

Can't sleep through the pain

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Girl I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

No I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

Ohhh noo no no

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Oh baby this love ain't gon be perfect

And just how good it's gonna be

We can fuss and we can fight

Long as everything's all right between us

Before we go to sleep

Baby we're gonna be happy

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Baby I know sometimes it's gonna rain

But baby can we make up now?

Cause I can't sleep through the pain

Can't sleep through the pain

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Girl I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

No I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

Ohh noo noo

Ne-yo

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P.s : My blog is revived...! I think... =P

Wonder why I didn update my blog?
STUPID connection problem. Damn !@#$%^&*@#$%^&
Dont know why cant online or surf the internet.
Using others ppl com to update now...
Well now... This blog will be back into zaman ais again... Haha...

Bye bye. =)

- SuShi~! -

These pics are in my com for quite some time.

Since i got nothing to post these days... Sooo...

Here goes! =)

Sotong! Soooo adorable ><

Rabbit.

Roti bakar.

Susu! Moo~ xD

Sushi!

Looks like Shifu in Kungfu Panda kan?

Nice... Still wont eat the lettuce though xP

I want this for my bday too. xD

Aww...

Keropok?

ROAR~~!

Cute little japanese fella.

Froggy~

Hmm... A dog i think?

p.s Cant go out and celebrate your bday... Sorrie yea... ><

p.p.s Miracles? Faint, but its still there.

我觉得

你像天气阴晴不定
却让我对你有了莫名感应
深深地被吸引 再去唤醒
被封锁已久的爱情

最近我们容易被情绪左右
一些小事都能吵个不停
不像以前那样默默承受
彼此都会互相迁就

我们不时提出分手的念头
却担心经不起孤单感受
说舍不得放手
不想最后 一无所有

我知道 你不是冷漠的
只是 不善于表达你的情感
我知道 你的笑容是灿烂的
只是 你把它收起来了
想了解你多一点点 却害怕你转身就逃
想关心你多一点点 有但心你怀疑我的好
真的很想爱你 但你却冷漠回应

我不明白为何这一念之差
结果竟会有如此大的弱差
接受这样的惩罚
我已经没有力气阻止眼泪落下

为何继续放任 为何还一直撑
为何默不吭声 为何还一直等
为何一旦爱上一个人 就会奋不顾声
原来爱情有时候会让人便的愚笨

有时
你要的 我做不了
我有能力为你做 你却不需要
我想 我应该够了 就让它随风去吧！
不敢再有期望了
但是如果
当你突然需要我的话 就算是一个小角色
我也会 不顾一切 不顾一切 不顾一切的
演好

依然♥着你

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Ahh... Didn do any tags for a long time dy. xD

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Rules & Regulations.

-Do not copy the answers.

-The tag questions must be 100% same.

-Tag people after doing the tag.

-No tagging back.

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A. Tag (Randoms)

1. ChengMun

2. Becky

3. Xi Wai

4. Chun Kit

5. Vivian

6. Wendy

7. YenYi

8. Anna

9. CarrIne

10. SinYee

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How do you know 1?

- We know each other when sitting at the dewan there... lol

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What would you do if you never met 2?

- I wont know what are my mistakes. =)

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What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?

- Eh wth ngam ngam i put guys in 3 & 4! Mmm... I dont think it'll happen... x)

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Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?

- Maybe? xD

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Do you think 7 is attractive?

- Yeap! Yes siree!

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Do you know anything about 8's family?

- Anni is her sister. Thats all i know ><

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Tell me something about 9.

- Crazy abt celebrities. And David Cook's smile! xD

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What language does 2 speak?

- Chinese Cantonese Bm English... bahasa Arab maybe? xP

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Who is 3 going out with?

How i knoe jek... x)

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How old is 4?

- Same with me~

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Who is 6's favourite singer?

- Everyone knows larh... Tohoshinki... Dongbangshinki... Or something like that xD

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Would you date 7?

-Too bad she's taken! xP

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Is 10 single?

- Yeah...

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What is 9's last name?

- CarrIne~

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Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?

- As good friends lorh =)

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Which school does 2 go to?

- Somewhere in kl. xD

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What do you like about 3?

- Teached me all the guys name in the class. Lol

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ps: I love you... So much... But I wish we never met. =(

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Think, Stephanie. Think...

Happy 17th Birthday to...

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WONG JING LEONG!

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Nah, the picture that you want. Blurry~

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* Good luck in everything.

* Stay healthy.

* Smile always. =]

* Have fun with your friends!

* I'm yours. ♥

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I love you. =)

*glass breaks*

I did my best
But I guess my best wasn’t good enough

Cause here we are
Right back to where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We’re back to being strangers

Wondering if we ought to stay here
Or head out to the door
But everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you

To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There’s no comfort in Truth
Pain is all you find

I just want you to stay
After all that we’ve been through
I will make it up to you
Though Im afraid to make another promise
That is meant for me to be broken

Just once
Cant we figure out what we keep doing wrong?
Why the good times never last for long?
Why we couldn’t trust each other
Cant we find a way to make it right?
To make the magic last for more than just one day?

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too little
Cause Lord knows
We’re not getting anywhere

I want to understand
Why it always comes back to a goodbye
Why cant we get ourselves in hand and admit to one another
That we are no good without each other

You’re a part of me that I just cant let go
Couldn’t stand to be kept away
Wouldn’t want to be swept away
From the one I love
Hold me now

I wonder how we can survive this romance

But in the end if Im with you

I'll take the chance

Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together.

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Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

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Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you.

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I love you. =(

- We Will Be. -

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you had go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
I'll turn it all around
The bridge we burnt is being built again

Its leading to a new beginning

Although it may never be the way it was
But I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my time, I'll be with you always
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I wish we could take back the things we said

Cause what we said is not always what we meant

We lost our heads, in the moment

And the words we used them like a weapon

But no one wins if we both walk away

And we hid behind the people we became

We're warmer than that, we're better than that

And i still cherish all the things we had

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Cause without you I cant breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
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And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need.

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Happy 11months Anniversary dear. I love you. =)

- Stressed? -

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Anyone want to try? xD

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Gahh... STRESSED. Dont wanna die so early larh... >0<

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Im tired... Im really tired...

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* I see you make your way through the crowd to say goodbye... Thanks. =)

De JaVu. =(

Happy Belated Valentines Day!

Sorry guys, lazy to update these days.

Its been a really tough week for me. @.@

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I learned to laugh inside my tears

I learned to be human, in my most wrecthed times

I learned to feel, when I wasnt being touched

I learned to give, when I didn't have much

I learned to be warm, when I was cold

Living real humbly, I learned to be bold

I learned to live, when I thought its better to die

I learned to laugh, when all I could do was cry...

I learned from below, what its like up above

While I was hated, I learned how to love

It is on the move that I learned how to rest

While I was worst, I learned my best

I learned about God, when it seemed I was damned

It is when I was lost, that I learned who I am

I learned to be rich, when I had no money

These things seem serious, but aint it funny. =)

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p.s Its full of sad, sorrow, loneliness and hurt. But hear my words... I will never regret it... Never.

p.p.s Just thinking of you makes my heart ache...

Pain...

Well. Another week just passed.

Monday

- Went cny visiting. [read the post below]

Tuesday

- Stupid teacher canceled the practice for red hse! Who? You guessed it, Pn Paramjit. ="=

- Kena by Pn Latifah because of my hair. Haih dai sei xD

Wednesday

- Guys went for football match. And won!

- Chemistry teacher was happy because we did the experiments peacefully and a whole lot faster. No guys marh xP

Thursday

- KarMun fainted. Right after the Negaraku song ended! ><

- Happy birthday to JingYi and Anni!

- Topic of the day : SEX xD

- They won the football match again!

- Had an argument with him. =(

Friday

- Yeap... They won again xP

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Its lonely when you're not around. I miss you =(

- LasT DaY~ -

So today, we had a simple cny visiting. Jing was the first one to arrived at my hse, wearin formal clothes! [Dont ask. xD] He's the only guy among the girls. The other guys went for football. Then SinYee, YenYi, Wendy, MS and WenYi came too. Wendy wore skirt! Once in a blue moon... Dam pretty xP

Went up to my hse. Played poker cards and gambling. Jing kena questioned by my dad haha! "Whats your name?" "All same class is it?" Lol...! xD

Then my family went out at around noon. Thats the time when Vicky, Kenneth and Douglas came. They dranked beer. And gamble gamble gamble~

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Just two word to describe that time. NO PRIVACY! At all! Although their "open the door by surprise and take a picture" trick was foiled. They tried to peek into the room from the balcony! I deno how they managed to open the slided door larh. But WTH larh! ="= Nvm... Coz I'll take revenge! BwaHaHAHAHAhaha! xD

We walked to Carefour at 1pm. Had Mc Donald for lunch. Then we took taxi to visit CarrIne's hse. Played some kind of game like mahjong and watched America's Next Top Model 10. After that we walked all the way to school to watch the guys playing football with the Smk Sempurna's guys. I wonder who won? =)

Seperated with the guys and headed to Wendy's hse. Saw her sister for the first time. xP Met up with SheaCheing and KarChun and went to YenYi's hse. Its raining... And we gambled again.

Jing came alone after football... He called me and asked how to get there since its raining... And i cant do anything but to say oh or so how now or deno o... Which pissed him off dam lot. =( Im sorry...

SinYee, Wendy, KarChun and I went back by taxi around 6.30pm. SheaCheing, Jing and YenYi went cafe. Still raining.

So here I am, posting this blog. I bet YenYi will be uploading the pictures soon. Had a great time today... Well kinda... =) And still haven finish my homework yet. ><

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p.s =) . xD . ="= . xP . =] . =x . T.T . =( ...

Recap ▪ Refresh ▪ Relax

Holidays is coming to an end...

What did I did on this Chinese New Year?

Hmm... I...

* Ang Paus of course!
* Visited a lot, I mean A LOT of ppl's house.
* Ate tons of snacks. Have to go for exercise dy ><
* Bought a new spectacle. Eyesight got worst T.T
* Yes, HOMEWORK... And I still haven finish it yet.
* Had lunch with him. =)
* Will be going for CNY visiting with friends! Whee~ xD

p.s. Wow... Its a whole new record! xP

- HappY CNY~! -

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新 心 万

年 想 事

快 事 如

乐 成 意

Happy Chinese New Year!

Naruto looked constipated. xD

p.s Im a vampire... Nyahaha =)

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What more can I say...

I just love you.

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p.s I feel... Dizzy... Where's the ground? @.@

p.p.s Chicken milk? ... HAhAHahaHahAhAhahahAHHAHA! xD